Thank You

To every person who I have had contact with. Each person I have talked to has touched me in some way.

To every person who helped me understand my symptoms.

Raya Sunshine

To every person who has shared their story with me.

To every person who puts works in activism.

To every person who us activists are fighting for.

To Paul for letting me know it's possible to love again, whether we last or not doesn't matter just the fact I had feelings again was amazing and I didn't think it could happen.

To Raya for allowing me to be a grandma and showing me complete unconditional love.

To Isabella who I pray I am here long enough to meet. If not, I will always be watching over you.

To Oliver for cuddling with me every second of the day. Along with Suzy Q, Squeakers and Mushie when I'm sick.

I did it! I got to meet you and snuggle you Isablla!

To Danielle for being my angel. For bringing me food when I needed it, for helping me get up when I couldn't, for always just being there.

To Brittany, my first born daughter who taught me being a mommy will always be the most important thing in my life and has the most beautiful eyes in the world, just a beautiful soul.

Me, Chris and Tracy

To Matthew for being who you are and being my snuggle buddy for many years even if you don't remember.

To the doctors that did help Lyme patients along their journeys and are doing their damn best to help them.

To the researchers who are diligently trying to find any answers for us and hopefully a cure.

To Jenny Rush for reminding me it's ok to just "be." Who I believe God sent here to be my personal spiritual teacher..ok im selfish she is a  teacher to many.

To Tracy Chris and Fanta who I love from the bottom of my heart and can always make me smile, even when I'm freaking out.

To Vanessa, who I feel is one of my closest friends I have ever had even though we have never met face to face. I'm sure in other lifetimes we will travel together.

To Shaun for our late night talks every night supporting each other through the hell of life, lyme and relationships.

To Ann and Julie for hating Trump as  much as I do haha.And letting me vent about it.

Me and Paul

There are so many friends that have been there for years that I would like to name but there's too many and my memory sucks.

Doreena, all our long phone calls where we start out crying and end up laughing.

To my dad for going to all the Lyme walks and being there for me in my toughest times including visiting everyday when my son had open heart surgery.

To my mom who is always there..when I need her. Period.

To my aunt Renee who keeps doing her part in the Lyme community and is the most awesome mom in the world.

Grandma I love you.

Me, Angele and Aimee

To all the people who support me when I have break downs.

To the Rainey's... you guys are just awesome.

Nancy, I know you don't do internet but you send me cards weekly even though you are so sick yourself. You are the sweetest most altruistic person I have ever met.

Serita, may you join Vanessa in I in our other lifetime travels!

Syed, I hope we meet someday when we are not across the world from each other.

Karen, We did it! We started a global organisation. I love you. I hope this lifetime sees you better. You have a kind patient spirit and deserve to be out of pain. I hope you fly like a fairy, travel like a gypsy and enjoy every second of it, out of pain.

Aimie, Angele, Amy, Doreena, Kara, MaryAnn, Sarita and Rachel.. Love you girls so much!!

Travis for making us all laugh.

Thanks to Lyme for introducing me to the strongest, courageous, sweetest most supportive people in the world.

My dad and me

My mom and me

Thank you universe/God for letting me know that even if I am still feeling sick, I am ok.